it's okay I can do it alone

teringat sambut raya zaman kanak2 dulu.. x saba nak celebrated. awal2 bulan puasa dah rasa nak raya. tp sekarang dah lain. my siblings semua dah ada life masing2. I just felt alone.. duduk rumah, pergi kerja.. mcm xde life je.. my tunang duduk jauh, my parents had their own business .I really miss them so much.. dulu time raya semua my siblings berkumpul nak buat itu ini, now when I ask them semua busy. Maybe they felt their love doesn't exist anymore. yelah masing2 dah besar. sekarang ni I sorang je excited buat kuih raya, excited kemas rumah.. I selalu rasa . I takut nanti dah x dapat nak celebrated lagi semeriah dulu.. next year i nak away dari semua orang .. by all =(